Throw him to me!
Sheer anxiety swept over me with the
thought of tossing my two year son overboard into the middle of the ocean. I felt the heat get hotter on my back. My heart was pounding so fast I thought it might explode with the same intensity
as a race horse would dart from the starting gate at the sound of a gunshot. I trusted that the ocean deep and the
creatures that lived within it would protect us. As I held my breath, I tossed my son into the
sea and franticly watched as the orange life vest carried him to the surface. My friend quickly grabbed him. Without further hesitation I jumped into the warm
waters of the Atlantic Ocean.
We
were ninety miles from Cuba and 10 miles from American soil. The August sun was exceptionally hot in the
Florida Keys. There were five of us,
including my two-year-old boy, Kyle, on an undersea hunt for spiny lobster. It was legal to catch up to six lobsters per
day for each diver during lobster season as long as they were at least three
inches long.
We
were on day three of our lobster excursion. The small, sweet, mouth-watering creature had
been our dinner the night before and lobster sandwiches were packed in a cooler
on the boat for lunch. The thirty foot
vessel was anchored above a shallow coral reef off the coast. There was no land
in sight. We had three licensed divers
on board which allowed us to legally bring in eighteen spiny lobsters. By late afternoon we had thirteen of these
pale, orange bottom feeders who lived in cracks and crevasses of the coral reef
bed. They are good at hiding. The underwater view is so busy with vibrant colors
and creatures right at our fingertips. The
occasional hammerhead shark even took me by surprise a few times as it swam
above me. Catching spiny lobsters is not
really difficult. When I found a hole I
thought could have a lobster hiding, I would take my stick and poke in the
crevasse or hole and when the shy little creature emerged from its hiding spot,
I would grab it with my free hand by the abdomen or tail and put it into a mess
bag with the others until I resurface.
As
the last diver came back from a twenty-five minute underwater hunt, he brought
aboard five more lobsters. Our quota was
met and it was time to head back to shore. The ship was underway. Kyle was sitting on the floor of the boat
playing with a rope that was as thick as the baby rolls on his thighs. The Captain was feasting on his third lobster
sandwich of the day while he was amidships at the controls. His son who was named after him, Danny, was
sunbathing at the stern of the ship. My
girlfriend and I enjoyed the breeze and playfulness of a two year. Five minutes into our journey back to land, the
boat started to automatically shut down and we noticed a strange smell. Within minutes there was smoke coming from the
center of the boat. I grabbed my son,
who was sporting nothing but a pair of pull-ups and a bright orange life vest,
and followed the rest of the crew to the front of the vessel. The Captain remained behind to further
investigate the reason for smoke. When
flames started to become visible my girlfriend jumped overboard. Throw
him to me, throw Kyle now! It was
one of the hardest things I had to do but I had no choice. I ran my fingers
through his curly hair, kissed his damp forehead and threw him into the water. I jumped off the port bow side next.
My
friend’s teenage son jumped after me. The
Captain, who had a short attention span and loved his food as much as his boat,
did not want to leave the live lobsters behind. He scurried to find a way to retrieve a different cooler,
which housed the lobsters, through the small flames that were progressively
getting higher. We screamed from the
water to jump. When he finally realized
the eighteen lobsters would have to stay behind, he ran to the bow of the boat still
holding a piece of food in one hand. He
paused to put the last big bite of his lobster sandwich into his mouth, and then
proceeded to join us in the warm, saltwater of the ocean deep. The look on the captain’s face while he was
treading water, was as if he just lost the love of his life. I believe he grieved not only for his vessel
that was being consumed by the sea but mostly for the trapped little creatures
he had left behind.
Within minutes there were three men on
jet-skis surrounding us. I heard a loud
noise as the waters got choppy. I looked
up to the sky to see a helicopter with a brilliant blue back drop hovering
above us. Fear and confusion was painted
on the face of my son. I held him tight.
For a moment, I wished for the peace
that graciously swam through the coral reef below us. The commotion that existed at the surface quickly
snapped me back into the present. Strange men grabbed my son from my arms and
boarded him on a rescue boat. They
helped me on board next, and the rest followed. The captain was last, as usual.
My
friends’ home was located along a narrow canal that looked like a residential
city street that ordinarily would have cars parked in front it, but instead
there were boats anchored outside these homes. As the rescue team was taking us back to that
canal, our captain spotted a white boat that resembled his old one for sale. While we were recovering from the excitement
of the day, the captain disappeared. Later
that evening he came down the canal with a newer, more luxurious version of the
ship he had just lost! The next morning
we were on board a beautiful new boat. This
was our final day of spiny lobster hunting in the clear, blue waters of the
Atlantic.
Fourteen
years later, my family and some friends joined together to celebrate my son’s
sixteenth birthday. We were gathered at
Kyle’s favorite restaurant feasting on Maine lobster tails. I gazed across the table at the young man I had
to let go of fourteen years ago when I threw him into unknown waters; and I
realized it was time for me to let go again.
When
our eyes met and there was a pause in the table conversation, I said, Would you like to hear a Lobster Tale?
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